This is me

Hello again,

To personalize this blog more, I decided to share with you some real stuff from my life. When I wrote my first post, the thought behind it was that I must share some of my feeling with others. I decided to post would be in feeling, thoughts and strength. My way of thinking is a bit different. My name is Uri, I'm 23 years old. I have Haemophilia, It a blood disorder in which there is----. With that (I believe its an outcome of it) I studders. I was raised in a way that. I wouldn’t like to tell how hard it is to live with these two things . I would this post to be your flash light on how to learn to overcome life's obstacles and find your inner strength. I would like very much that when reading this post (and blog), readers will change. Readers will learn get strengthen, will learn to treat people different, people will talk more, talk more kindly, love more and realizing that life's got much more in them than you (and me thinks).

Back to me,

I got days when I'm down. I got days when I'm flying- and the best days are when I'm in love.

The haemophilia sometimes really gets to me. On paper its only affects me physically, but that's nothing. The things that really get to us are not physical, there are sitting there, down, near our hearts. It's the days I feel different, those are the days the gets to me, when I surrounded with lots of people, like when go to the university- then it hits me. Why? Why me? But what the hell are days compared to the years we got here. Days are nothing, A couple of bad days a year wouldn’t bring me down right?

There are the days I'm flying. Oh god, these are good days. These days I can't plan, they are just there when I wake up. everything just fit in; my hair looks great, I'm shaved just right, and just as I open my face account someone tagged me in photo (where I also have a good hair day). And it just continues- the radio song is one of my favourite (nightswimming by R.E.M). It's one of those perfect days (and I even have one cigarette left in my pack). Its one of the days when feel like pinky and the brain when you think you can take over the world.

The days I'm in love makes the days I'm flying like bad days :) I always hug my friends (and even strangers sometimes), I'm just this kind of guy, I like people. When I fell in love with a girl I just can't stop thinking about her. I only fell in love two times. One of them happens a year ago and I can't make it past. I haven’t had the chance to tell here, as she flew to Australia. Deep in my hear I think she knows, I know she does. It's hard to write about it. Sorry for this. Its short I know but forgive me. There like this feeling, I envy those who can say strait there feelings.

It's good to be back, I'll write two-three times a week. I'll keep you informed and will complete this post in about two days. I sorry I didn't complete this post, and didn't finish on telling how we can strengthen ourselves. I must stop know. Thank you for reading this.